I’m torn between my family and friends whenever I have to decide.
Somehow, I still don’t know if those friends are using me for their own benefit or otherwise. Some really care but sometimes they don’t. If I choose that option, I know that I will somehow flush and burn a little of my savings.
However, if I choose the other option, I know that I will be bored and have nothing to do. I will somehow have fun but only for a mean time.
WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER
THE FIRST TIME I GOT HIGH I GOT REALLY INSPIRED AND I WROTE DOWN A BEAUTIFUL SONG AND I THOUGHT IT WAS SO GREAT AND ORIGINAL AND MOVING BUT THEN A FEW DAYS LATER WHEN I WASN’T HIGH I FOUND IT ON MY FLOOR AND REALIZED I HAD JUST WRITTEN DOWN THE LYRICS TO FIREWORK BY KATY PERRY